windfastrun

In the last month, I went to belgium,planned to go to Germany(but not, because of the bad weather),went climbing every wednesday,held a tripleparty,but , I didn't update my blog,feel so guilty about this, It is still not a habit for me to write something everyday. In fact it feels very good to write something at the end of each days, probably that is the only time in a day for me to think about something for my life, or aware of some feelings of mine.However, some times, I just don't want to write, yes, just DON'T want to write. It is just like the feeling that :you are at a party,or dinner,every one is joking ,laughing, but you are the only one keeping silence, just smiling, and observing others, people ask you why you are so quiet, "I just don't want to say" you answered with a tender smile.
Yes, exactly like that.
hard to understand? No hehe
Today's chatting with Zhan Jiang make me really really miss my home,(hi man, why you keep on talking about going home thing!!!) in addition, it will be the Mother's day this Sunday, I hope I can do something for my mother, but no way,
sigh......